I'm fairly new to the TMS concept and really trying to believe I have TMS.
I started the day off walking over three miles today. I'm pretty religious about exercising; although, I haven't gotten back to my old exercises of yoga and cycling.
During the walk, I was upbeat. Every time I felt a pull or a pain, I talked to myself the way a TMS'er should. I was having a pretty good day until I went to a dress shop and tried on a dress for an upcoming wedding. I haven't looked at my legs in a full length mirror for quite awhile and freaked out. My legs just look really weird to me, and I don't know if my mind is playing tricks on me, or my legs really look that bad.
Besides that, every time I exercise - and like I said - I do it 6 days a week, it's like I haven't worked out in months. My body is so sore, tight and achey all the time; shouldn't I be used to it? Most of my body is so stiff (has been going on two years) that I feel if I fall, I'll break! It's very frustrating to say the least. I know my body is strong; I'm not new at this concept of exercising!
I've calmed down since, but I feel as though it was a setback or thinking I have something structurally wrong with my body.
I started the day off walking over three miles today. I'm pretty religious about exercising; although, I haven't gotten back to my old exercises of yoga and cycling.
During the walk, I was upbeat. Every time I felt a pull or a pain, I talked to myself the way a TMS'er should. I was having a pretty good day until I went to a dress shop and tried on a dress for an upcoming wedding. I haven't looked at my legs in a full length mirror for quite awhile and freaked out. My legs just look really weird to me, and I don't know if my mind is playing tricks on me, or my legs really look that bad.
Besides that, every time I exercise - and like I said - I do it 6 days a week, it's like I haven't worked out in months. My body is so sore, tight and achey all the time; shouldn't I be used to it? Most of my body is so stiff (has been going on two years) that I feel if I fall, I'll break! It's very frustrating to say the least. I know my body is strong; I'm not new at this concept of exercising!
I've calmed down since, but I feel as though it was a setback or thinking I have something structurally wrong with my body.