Biggest Realization ❤️

[HealingMe]

I've been repressing happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity majority of my life.

I've been taught that these things are a luxury and that I'm not worthy of them and that I don't deserve them. I've been taught that pushing yourself, working hard without rest, without listening to my needs means I am more worthy to the world and to others. I am allowed to be lazy now. This is very foreign to my system but I will be okay because my body and mind is learning. And I will be okay.

I am feeling a lot of grief over this today.

I won’t be visiting as much as I used to because reading about other's symptoms does not make me feel good, as much as I love to help others.

I am honoring my truth now.

That is all.

Love to you all.

 

[Sita]

I used to be like you. Not anymore.

Wishing you all the happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity etc that you desire!

 

[Diana-M]

I am honoring my truth now.

Good for you! Wishing you warmth, love, peace and happiness on your journey!

 

[HealingMe]

I used to be like you. Not anymore.

Wishing you all the happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity etc that you desire!

Thank you Sita! Sending you love.

 

[TG957]

I've been repressing happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity majority of my life.

I've been taught that these things are a luxury and that I'm not worthy of them and that I don't deserve them. I've been taught that pushing yourself, working hard without rest, without listening to my needs means I am more worthy to the world and to others. I am allowed to be lazy now. This is very foreign to my system but I will be okay because my body and mind is learning. And I will be okay.

I am feeling a lot of grief over this today.

I won’t be visiting as much as I used to because reading about other's symptoms does not make me feel good, as much as I love to help others.

I am honoring my truth now.

That is all.

Love to you all.

Your grief is OK. It means being human. But true self-compassion will come when you accept both your new self and your past self as you, human and worthy of love and respect. I wish you come to that place!