I wanted to give a quick update on my TMS journey here. Overall, I’ve noticed some steady improvement in my lower back pain. I have Push myself to do more and more physical activity, especially processing firewood and things like that and, while my back will feel pretty tight for a few hours afterwards, it goes right back to feeling good right after that!
I think I made some reference in prior posts about how I’ve been dealing with a stressful situation With my elderly father. Well, that situation has been ongoing, and really came to ahead in the last couple of days. When I woke up this morning to shut off my phone alarm, I had that distinct feeling of “throwing back out”. I started having those familiar nervous feelings about just having done that and I started feeling nauseous and Distinctly, I was gonna pass out. That feeling got worse, and I decided to sit down. I then lost my vision completely for about three or four minutes. I don’t believe I’ve ever had a panic attack, but I’m pretty sure that this was one. I looked up some information online and it seems like vision changes can happen with these. I sent out a message to my doctor just to let her know and ask what she thinks. I will say, though that It does seem awfully coincidental that that had happened during a time of overall very high stress and then having the experience, just having experience a big spike in pain symptoms I think caused that to happen.
I have been really enjoying listening to Alan Gordon book on tape “the way out”, And I’m gonna be using the strategy of “outcome independence”, as I have been in the Last couple of months, In this situation with my more acute back pain and started this morning. Muscle relaxers to take the painful edge off, but I know that I’m gonna be feeling better soon and will be back at it in general.
Again, I’m gonna be talking with my doctor discuss the vision loss thing I mentioned, but for now, I’m Working off the idea that that was part of the whole stress situation. In that case, It really is an amazing thing that stress can be so intense where it literally shuts off one of your senses. It’s no wonder that stress in your brain can pretty easily turn on some annoying pain symptoms for people to freak out about.
Thank you again, everybody