For some of us, in the beginning, it is very overwhelming starting to work on our TMS. It is also very exciting to discover something that we recognize ourselves in and that holds so much promise. I had tried many different approaches and therapies over the years and when I started reading in more depth about TMS, I don't know how to describe it other than I felt it to be true. I didn't have any doubts about the TMS theory. I did have a lot of doubts about myself and whether or not I was going to be able to implement the changes I needed to make. TMS is about repressing emotions but it is also about our chronic thinking patterns, our internal bully, how forgiving we can learn to be to ourselves, and how our nervous system has been trained to react to stress. I initially did Schubiner's Unlearn Your Pain, which is very good. I then ordered Monte's Master Practice and read his book and listened to his audio recording. This is when I was still very much trapped in the thick of the chronic pain. I had such a difficult time thinking about anything other than how much it hurt. Most of my pain at that time was in the right side of my neck/shoulder and back of my head. There was something about Monte's book and audio recordings that I found very soothing and encouraging. He really reinforces what we are doing every time we are thinking about the pain and the ways in which we are being, present day, that feed the syndrome. Perhaps it was time and the combination of all these programs that slowly moved me towards recovery. When you are really suffering, anything that offers a little hope and encouragement is a huge blessing and Monte's program did that for me. The "program" is really very simple, it just involves reading his short book and listening to the audio program.