Juliemtherapy thank you for sharing. Really appreciate it. Hard to find success stories on obscure things like acid reflux, as most that suffer with it, it doesn’t bother the or isn’t chronic and painful. Mine is very painful and chronic and I guess my question is how did you get over the fear put in you from the medical world. Doctors have called it a disease (which sounds like for life and broken) and have diagnosed it as having a weakened lower esophageal sphincter. I know it’s nonsense but it’s hard to get the image of the wide open sphincter out of my mind. How did you let go of the fear as symptoms were happening? I know if I could ignore the pain and symptoms long enough, I could calm down.
I had chronic acid reflux, now I still have chronic abdominal pain, with acid reflux comming ang going and what helps me is that knowledge that even if acid reflux IS structural it's still nothing major. I mean you can live 100 years with it, and it will not cause major damage to you EVEN IF it's structural. Besides even if someone don't believe in TMS, and it's 100% sceptical about everything, don't believe that back pain is because of stress and emotions - everybody knows that gastro issues are corelacted with stress. I mean half of people before stressful events have problem with their stomach and bowels. Not to mention that lining of stomach and bowels recovers in what, a week or two? So even after acid reflux incident, you should be fine after two weeks and that without any medicines or herbs or anything. I mean I used drugs to lower my acid and what my stomach did? Produced even more acid! Co it's not structural thing(unless in my case!). Remember that we are still almost a cavemen, in prehistoric times you had to quickly evacuate your bowels if some wild animal was chasing you. That means emptying your stomach too. No point in having good digestion if you gonna be eaten.
Actually you don't have to ignore your pain to calm down, you can also start tolerating it. I know it's hard, I know it's counter-intuitive. But TMS work is not some "law of attraction" wishful thinking. Life is hard, especially when you want to archieve anything meaningfull, in our case it's pain free life...
But we are looking in wrong direction. Goal shouldn't be pain free life. Goal should be mastering our mindset and emotions. Even if you can't "defeat" your pain, you can still win in your mind. And it's not easy, but it's worth it. I think it's the most important goal in our life, to not be saddened or angry because of external things, but be masters of our own internal life.
Sorry if I'm rambling, I still struggle a lot with my symptoms too, and english is not my first language but I' ~year into TMS work and it's worth it. I still have exactly the same physical symptoms, but lot of mental symptoms are much better, and my life is much better too. I'm not expecting that I will be better after another year. I know it.