Recent content by Mark1122

Yes ive been around here for some years now. I know using isnt an option anymore so lately i think a lot about suicide because im limited and feel tired, painful etc. I am working on my psychological problems now as well tho. Pain doesnt get better yet. I am still anxious though my...

Thanks. THe thing is i get it with all kinds of activity, mobile is probably even worse than pc. And we use mobiles for everything.. I dont know how i can do that for only 5 minutes a day. But i can try with my pc. I have been working on myself last 6 months for my 11 year long addictions. So i...

I am still in. pain for about 8 years now, gradually getting worse through those years. I gave up on TMS for about 6-7 months now because it only got worse when resuming activity. To the point where i get a lot of heart palpitations with the RSI like pain symptoms and i get absolutely exhausted...

Really well written and im glad you overcame your pain. It is so devastating when you cant do the thing you love cause of pain. I am still in. pain for about 8 years now, gradually getting worse through those years. I gave up on TMS for about 6-7 months now because it only got worse when...

I am quitting my job today again and im going to move to Spain where my dad lives (i live in netherlands). Computer, mobile etc really affects my pain a lot and im so exhausted and these heart things are bad. So i tried for 7 months but it didnt work out and i just cant keep going. I am at the...

Damn alright. When i read about fibromyalgia those symtptoms really seem like mine, except with me its always got to do with repetetive tasks, working above my head, pc, mobile you name it. But the pain in my back,neck, traps, chest and the exhaustion(fatigue) and heart stuff does seem same as...

Alright.. thx.Mine just spin outof control when my arm/neck/shoulder pain gets worse. Did you have physical pain with it?

I dont read about people being extremely exhausted 24/7 or having heart palps (skipped beats, flutters etc) Is this normal with TMS pains? I dont know anymore.. Im always exhausted, not clear in the head. Like im 29 and can barely walk 30minutes

It was scary to read your story, at one point. i was confused if it was my own life you were writing about. Our ages are almost the same as well as are the time frames.. I also have difficulties with obsessions and one them is gaming and working out in gym as well. Ive been in a rehab clinic...

I feel a lot like you. I also use benzo's a lot. If i don't i cant make it through my workday, il get big panic attacks. With me its a lot when im behind computer or mobile, where pain gets worse and the anxiety. My heart also skips beats a lot etc. I haven't made it out myself yet either, just...

Hi again, I have been searching the internet (i know not recommended) and i found something interesting for my case. I got trapezius pain, arm pains, neck pain and lately worse and worse chest pain (as in the chest muscles). I also got bad anxiety, palpitations, brain fog and just exhaustion...

I think about these things a lot. But then i also think about: Would i just run away from my problems? It sounds really nice though. I am a little disconnected to the world, probably another plus for TMS. But the symptoms make me disconnected from the world as well so whats first.