Wanted to hear some input. I have been in a roller coaster ride the past 4 months. Although I have been getting better in general. I have been having some great days, but as soon as I have a couple of good days its followed by some bad days. It's like as soon as I feel I am almost healed I fall back. Then the doubt and fear slip back into my mind. I have been also struggling a lot with wanting to be accepted by others and am worried what others think. I am constantly thinking and have a lot of what if thoughts going through my head. I am coming to realize that my tms pain is brought on by my fears and anxiety, but dont know how to control it well. It's like I cannot get the confidence and peace back within my self. I am not by any means saying I think every day should be a good day because I know that's not realistic. We are all human and will have bad days. It's just when the bad days hit I can't get out the rut for a while.