Marco, I am so sorry you are having a day like this and can completely understand. I had a pain free day yesterday and today my leg triggered so bad I can't move it at all without medication. I'm so sorry about your dog. We have a dog, Cassie, a Chow Retriever mix, that is 16 years old. She is doing fine except for some issues with her back legs that our Vet is treating with meds. Cassie was one of the first to help me realize I had TMS because I was so stressed knowing her time with us is limited because of her age and of course it breaks my heart. Now, I am trying to focus on the joy of still having her with us. I'm hoping you will be able to keep telling yourself you will be fine because that is what this is all about.