Ellen
Beloved Grand Eagle
I was just wondering - if/when you've had any relapses, what TMS work is your 'go to' thing (or things) that you do to get over those blips? (As I'm thinking that might indicate what the main/important strategies were that got you better.)
Another mystery to me regarding how the TMS brain works is why for some of us (e.g. me!) we experience a lot of profound improvement doing 'the work', yet not full recovery. (It's like my brain no longer sets off symptoms at the volume of a fog horn, but has instead settled on ringing some hand bells.)
At this point in my relationship to TMS, if I am having a relapse it usually only takes my realization and acceptance that whatever symptoms I'm experiencing are in fact TMS. Then the symptoms start to subside over the course of a day or two. But coming to that realization can take me a while at times. It's hard for me to believe that after all this time, I can still fall prey to TMS, but I definitely can. Shining the light of awareness on it is what ultimately leads to recovery now.
During my first recovery journey, I got stuck at 80-90% recovery for quite a while. I had had fibromyalgia for 20 years, and what I noticed is that I had developed the habit of tensing all my muscles. Doing the work, I started to become conscious of it little by little, and then could actually think about relaxing my muscles. I think this could be described as the process of developing new neural pathways in the brain, and it may just take a while for this to happen fully. That is my best guess at what is going on.