Hi all, I have a flare up once again and I can't sleep. I think my problem is mostly with the "victim mode". I wake up in the middle of the night and ask questions, such as "Why me?" and "How long will I be punished for?". I experienced back pain and headaches but 24/7 nerve pain is brutal and I am so sad that I have to be experiencing this. Noone around me (friends, family) understands because they can't even imagine nerve pain. Also, having this condition leads to a lot of anger towards my body because I feel like it's failing me at such a young age (I am 27). Please help me gain a new perspective.