I completed one week in the Structured Educational Program. I believe that I have an abundance of fear, sadness and pain to sort through from my past...and in the present. However, I didn't just start this process--I've been exploring some of these things for a while (via counseling). The Structured Educational Program offers a very focused strategy for continuing the process. And I like the clarity in associating physical and psychological/emotional issues. I still struggle (as I've posted in other subforums) with fear. For example, do I follow a very restrictive diet (to heal leaky gut and, in turn, heal a variety of physical symptoms) or do I loosen up on the restrictions and recognize TMS as the root cause of physical symptoms? It would appear that I have food sensitivities. After I eat foods off of my usual diet, my physical symptoms (nerve and muscle pain) increases. But could TMS be the root cause of these food sensitivities? To me, TMS makes sense. But I also know that I've experienced a vast improvement in one significant symptom after going gluten/dairy free (it's called eosinophilic esophagitis). Maybe more time is needed with the restricted diet. So, I'm not sure which direction to go. Right now, I'm leaning toward staying with the strict diet AND doing the TMS work.