kyleisnowhere1
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Hi everyone, im so thankfull for finding this site, and have not even scratched the surface of all the amazing stories on here. Im here as I need some advice......I guess ill tell my story as best I can first. My story is complex one.
My back pain first started when I was about 21, in my lower back, specifically sciatic pain. It started with heavy lifting, and it felt like my back 'went out'. In some cases I was unable to walk, and any movement caused excruciating shooting pains down my leg.It would then happen on and off every few months or so, and I assumed it was from the 'injury'. Eventually I got worried and went to a chiropractors, and he he said something about a pinched nerve, gave me exercises, and that was that. This went on for about 2 years. I then found dr sarnos 'healing back pain' book, and after reading it, it made so much sense to me. I fit all the criteria. I realised that even as a teenager I suffered from different versions of tms. I used to get chronic knee pain for no apparent reason, to the point where if we went driving for more than 20 mins my parents would have to pull over so I could straighten my legs for a while. Ive had bad hayfever for as long as I can remember. I also had bad acne throughout my teens, as well as small bouts of astma. When I was about seventeen I also had what a thought at the time was heart pains, to the point where my parent took me to a cardiologist, but my heart was perfect. I now realise this was tms in my shoulder causing the pain.
After reading the book my pain went away about 90%. My hayfever also incredibly disappeared completely for over two years! The pain came back a few months later though, only this time my middle back. Its gotten worse and worse since then, where now I feel pain 24/7. It often keeps me up at night, and I wake up every morning with pretty severe pain. The pain now seems to be throughout my entire back, mostly spread out but sometimes everywhere at once.middle back, shoulder blades, occasional sciatic. I can no longer run, bend over properly, play with my kids, get in and out of the car etc...I feel as though its consuming my life and im well and truly obsessed. My partner tries to massage me sometimes but its to painful. I take painkillers often, too often. If affecting my life so badly, as I wake miserable most mornings because of the pain, and I cant fully enjoy any activities with my family properly. As im writing this im realising how bad it actually is! All this and im only 28.
Ive read the book again a few times, and I feel that I do understand it, and believe in the diagnosis, but what am I missing? I am positive it is tms, as the pain has jumped around so much, and also all my past issues ive explained.
I havent been to a doctor about it since the chiro about 5 years ago, as I live in a small town in South Africa, and there are no tms aware doctors that I know of.
Im at my wits end, as I dont know what the next step is for me, so any input from anyone on this forum would be so greatly appreciated....
I apologise for the essay,
And I look so forward to taking part in this amazing forum
My back pain first started when I was about 21, in my lower back, specifically sciatic pain. It started with heavy lifting, and it felt like my back 'went out'. In some cases I was unable to walk, and any movement caused excruciating shooting pains down my leg.It would then happen on and off every few months or so, and I assumed it was from the 'injury'. Eventually I got worried and went to a chiropractors, and he he said something about a pinched nerve, gave me exercises, and that was that. This went on for about 2 years. I then found dr sarnos 'healing back pain' book, and after reading it, it made so much sense to me. I fit all the criteria. I realised that even as a teenager I suffered from different versions of tms. I used to get chronic knee pain for no apparent reason, to the point where if we went driving for more than 20 mins my parents would have to pull over so I could straighten my legs for a while. Ive had bad hayfever for as long as I can remember. I also had bad acne throughout my teens, as well as small bouts of astma. When I was about seventeen I also had what a thought at the time was heart pains, to the point where my parent took me to a cardiologist, but my heart was perfect. I now realise this was tms in my shoulder causing the pain.
After reading the book my pain went away about 90%. My hayfever also incredibly disappeared completely for over two years! The pain came back a few months later though, only this time my middle back. Its gotten worse and worse since then, where now I feel pain 24/7. It often keeps me up at night, and I wake up every morning with pretty severe pain. The pain now seems to be throughout my entire back, mostly spread out but sometimes everywhere at once.middle back, shoulder blades, occasional sciatic. I can no longer run, bend over properly, play with my kids, get in and out of the car etc...I feel as though its consuming my life and im well and truly obsessed. My partner tries to massage me sometimes but its to painful. I take painkillers often, too often. If affecting my life so badly, as I wake miserable most mornings because of the pain, and I cant fully enjoy any activities with my family properly. As im writing this im realising how bad it actually is! All this and im only 28.
Ive read the book again a few times, and I feel that I do understand it, and believe in the diagnosis, but what am I missing? I am positive it is tms, as the pain has jumped around so much, and also all my past issues ive explained.
I havent been to a doctor about it since the chiro about 5 years ago, as I live in a small town in South Africa, and there are no tms aware doctors that I know of.
Im at my wits end, as I dont know what the next step is for me, so any input from anyone on this forum would be so greatly appreciated....
I apologise for the essay,
And I look so forward to taking part in this amazing forum
