I do have some doubts about the TMS approach and as suggested I will write about them here. My migranes are permanent. They don´t give me a break. Does that mean I need to be permanently distracted? If my neck vertebrae cause me pain, because they are painful when I touch them, if I look down I get immediately dizzy, is that still TMS? My hidden feelings are towards noone that is relevant. I am even opening to the group of mothers at my son´s school and receiving some support on the phone. One of the hardest things is the isolation I feel. I thought I had a few friends. I thought your parents would pick up the phone. I feel very sad today. I don´t hide my emotions at home. I cry in front of my son if I feel like, and I tell him it´s ok. Maybe my hidden emotions post should read "repressed emotions" because I haven´t been able to express my anger to my family. And I doubt I will, it will be the journaling that will do it. I fear the anger in myself. I fear it will consume me, it will eat me alive.