Hi all. I am new to this site. So new, I just stumbled across it yesterday in one of my many desperate internet searches for what's bothering me. Here's a short history about me. I developed severe postpartum OCD about 10 years ago after giving birth to my son. It hasn't gone away. In these last 10 years I was diagnosed with OCD, suffering from obsessional thinking. I'm basically a worrier. I worry about any and everything. Be it real or a figment of my imagination. I fear the worst if all situations. I also have TMJ, tinnitus, and most recently frequent urination issues. My dentist can't tell me why I have TMJ, just that I clench too much and maybe it's from stress. I went to have my hearing checked due to the tinnitus, I was told there are no issues with my hearing. Once again, it was probably due to stress. This last week I developed frequent and urgent urinary problems. One day I went to the bathroom and I felt like I had to go again immediately. The problem really scared me and my anxiety spiked. Making the problem worse. So bad I lost 3 nights of sleep worrying about why I kept having the feeling to urinate. I went and got checked 3 different times for a urinary tract infection, all came back negative. My doctor told me I had irritable bladder, probably caused by my anxiety problem. This has really scared me. After reading awful stories on the Internet about people who suffer from urinary issues and suffer from chronic bladder pain, I feel afraid not knowing why this is happening. I get depressed thinking about spending the rest of my life with this problem. I have visions of me having to quit my job, and stay home bound suffering from insomnia, and losing my marriage due to the strain it will have on everything. I do believe a lot of my suffering has been brought on by what my mind says. I just don't know how to stop it. Sometimes I can keep the anxiety at bay for a while and live fairly normal but it's always there in background waiting for the next thing to freak me out about.