karinabrown
Well known member
did not post yesterday, and must say that is pretty unuasal for me : to take a more slower approach
to this all. I think I know I have the habit of doing everything /trying everthing for 200% and putting
a lot of pressure on to myself : now I want to take it more slow : one day later is okay too.
don't know if that makes sense or matters but that the way I want to move forward..or at least I hope
the past 3,5 years where all about the pain and limitations and I am so tired of that.
yesterday evening went out with a friend for glass on wine : sat down for 2 hours and just talked.
that was not possible 2 years ago. still cannot talk a good walk..but that does count as progress
crazy as is it sounds, for someone who still can't walk.
still are full of doubts that th is the right way for me, but trying hard to work on that
noticed yesterday when I sat with my friend these 2 hours : I did not felt my butt..my foot
my shoulder..etc..so was distracted and it worked.
today took a short walk and was before I went out already a bit fearfull :I went anyway
not to bad in terms of stuff I felt in my body..but I know I have to stop limitating the
walk to a certain amount of distance: it is possible I made my own boundries not dare to walk much more than that.
still struggling with the part ": make sure that a doctors tells you , you are fine. " They kinda did tell me that in my case but fear
of stuff nothing been seen on MRI etc is still here. What puzzles me are a lot of remarks on this website too:
you must tell yourself "it is not structural, but psychological" ! but how does relate to stuff being seen
on MRI's : hernia , inpinged nerves , tendonitis ? when you ask a doctor and they tell you
you have tenidintis or whatever : in this doctors opion you ar not fine and you do have a problem
so : medication or surgery will be suggested .How can this relate to being fine ?
this is what keeping in thepuzzle to day! I do know people can have pain without mri showing up anything and people can have no pain althought they see stuff. that's not my question : more how from a tms point of vieuw " make sure you are fine" how? if mri 's don't really matter
and I guess all sorts of diagnoses like : leglenght, pelvis being "out" I understand on this site are also not important !
anyone?
greetings
Karina
(Netherlands)
to this all. I think I know I have the habit of doing everything /trying everthing for 200% and putting
a lot of pressure on to myself : now I want to take it more slow : one day later is okay too.
don't know if that makes sense or matters but that the way I want to move forward..or at least I hope
the past 3,5 years where all about the pain and limitations and I am so tired of that.
yesterday evening went out with a friend for glass on wine : sat down for 2 hours and just talked.
that was not possible 2 years ago. still cannot talk a good walk..but that does count as progress
crazy as is it sounds, for someone who still can't walk.
still are full of doubts that th is the right way for me, but trying hard to work on that
noticed yesterday when I sat with my friend these 2 hours : I did not felt my butt..my foot
my shoulder..etc..so was distracted and it worked.
today took a short walk and was before I went out already a bit fearfull :I went anyway
not to bad in terms of stuff I felt in my body..but I know I have to stop limitating the
walk to a certain amount of distance: it is possible I made my own boundries not dare to walk much more than that.
still struggling with the part ": make sure that a doctors tells you , you are fine. " They kinda did tell me that in my case but fear
of stuff nothing been seen on MRI etc is still here. What puzzles me are a lot of remarks on this website too:
you must tell yourself "it is not structural, but psychological" ! but how does relate to stuff being seen
on MRI's : hernia , inpinged nerves , tendonitis ? when you ask a doctor and they tell you
you have tenidintis or whatever : in this doctors opion you ar not fine and you do have a problem
so : medication or surgery will be suggested .How can this relate to being fine ?
this is what keeping in thepuzzle to day! I do know people can have pain without mri showing up anything and people can have no pain althought they see stuff. that's not my question : more how from a tms point of vieuw " make sure you are fine" how? if mri 's don't really matter
and I guess all sorts of diagnoses like : leglenght, pelvis being "out" I understand on this site are also not important !
anyone?
greetings
Karina
(Netherlands)
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