Allissa RS
New Member
Hi all,
I'm excited to find this forum as I feel I need direction with all the many TMS tools I'm discovering.
A life without TMS? I am 14 weeks post partum with first babe. At 4 weeks postp. I had my first sign of discomfort around pelvic and bladder area. This was precisely the moment I had begun to pack the boxes my husband, I and babe would soon move into a new home. Since then I have been in 24/7 discomfort while settling into our new life.
A life without TMS? At this stage I get brief glimpses of remembering what it feels to be free in body a handful of times in a day. Some would view the time I have experienced this at reletively short, but to me it has been all consuming and I am sure many would understand.
I have explored many structural avenues so far and am 95% sure of being TMS. I feel it a little confusing when discomfort is organ related. Especially bladder. I find myself telling my brain I am grateful it is working, could it just turn things down a notch please! I don't want it to stop working. I would like to experience a healthy state once more.
It is clear anxiety is at play here. It's deep and I am in a freeze state quite frequently. In my journalling I have also begun to explore anger and it seems to be coming out more and more like gravel from a gravel rash. Somebody mentioned grief being under anger yet I'm finding that challenging to arrive at just yet but I know it it there. Also forgivebess and letting go.
A life ithout TMS, would be to live fully present to the joy of my daughter husband and novelty of my life. Adventure and Laughter that I genuinely enjoy and invest in.
Thankyou for having me here. I hope to connect with many
I'm excited to find this forum as I feel I need direction with all the many TMS tools I'm discovering.
A life without TMS? I am 14 weeks post partum with first babe. At 4 weeks postp. I had my first sign of discomfort around pelvic and bladder area. This was precisely the moment I had begun to pack the boxes my husband, I and babe would soon move into a new home. Since then I have been in 24/7 discomfort while settling into our new life.
A life without TMS? At this stage I get brief glimpses of remembering what it feels to be free in body a handful of times in a day. Some would view the time I have experienced this at reletively short, but to me it has been all consuming and I am sure many would understand.
I have explored many structural avenues so far and am 95% sure of being TMS. I feel it a little confusing when discomfort is organ related. Especially bladder. I find myself telling my brain I am grateful it is working, could it just turn things down a notch please! I don't want it to stop working. I would like to experience a healthy state once more.
It is clear anxiety is at play here. It's deep and I am in a freeze state quite frequently. In my journalling I have also begun to explore anger and it seems to be coming out more and more like gravel from a gravel rash. Somebody mentioned grief being under anger yet I'm finding that challenging to arrive at just yet but I know it it there. Also forgivebess and letting go.
A life ithout TMS, would be to live fully present to the joy of my daughter husband and novelty of my life. Adventure and Laughter that I genuinely enjoy and invest in.
Thankyou for having me here. I hope to connect with many
