Recent content by sickofpain

You are brave. It must have been hard. I told my husband yesterday. He was horrified. Guess I was playing it down. Funnily enough I am supposed to be doing a family Skype this weekend... have been putting it off!

Thank you. I keep trying to bury it and so once again you have helped me to think about it and address it. I need to get the courage to tell my friend, at least with her that means that it won't change anything. The person was my brother, my only sibling, and so part of me doesn't want to cause...

I am feeling quite tearful this morning. I have come to a bit of a realisation. I am still cosleeping with my 13 mo and I have realised that it has to stop. I am getting up regularly in the night now, not always due to the pain, but more for a desperate need to get away. I am waking up earlier...

Thank you so much for reaching out. I have been trying to bury it all again and so I am glad that I wrote this post as it reminds me I can't do that. I have just written a letter to the person and so much anger came out. I was shaking with rage. Obviously it isnt one to send to anyone, i deleted...

Thank you Andy, I will try the letters as that does sound like something I can handle. Thank you for your advice. I am still coming to terms with the fact that I was abused, so I am a bit scared about reading other cases, as that puts me in that category where I never thought I was in. Not that...

Hi all, In my TMS journey I have finally uncovered some things that happened to me as a child. You could say they were sexual abuse, but I find that so hard to write. I have thought about it once or twice over the years but have always played it down in my head and told myself it isn't that...

Keep going!! Good luck. I am on day 12 and getting there. It is hard not being one of those people who recovered just by reading the book isn't it? we will get there though.

Feeling bit down today. Don't feel like I am getting anywhere. Pain was awful last night and I was up pacing the house on several occasions. Still journaling and doing the homework but just not having any ah ha moments, or think i do and nothing changes. Find it so hard to think psychologically...