Recent content by OneBanana

I finished the program the other day. It looks like not being myself and being what other people want me to be. All of my problems seem to result from that. I'm going to take some time and be me and do what I want. What other people think and wnt doesn't matter. I've gotten better but I'm not...

> Question To Ponder > When was the last time you made a mistake? How did it make you FEEL? Earlier today I made a mistake and did something I knew I shouldn't have done. I was like "Crap..." I guess I was disappointed.

Is a cluster write the same thing as a mind map? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mind_map

It's their usual reaction. Everything is about them, they always over react, they always complain about something, they are never to blame, etc. It felt good. :) I saw them again last night. They were worried that my TMS problems were their fault. Me having a problem might make them look bad.

I told them that some of my physical problems I'm having are due to stress causing me to repress things. I'm currently recovering from Guillain–Barre syndrome I had a while ago and it causes similiar problems that TMS is causing me. I said I had the TMS problems long before I had GBS. They...

I took the weekend off and saw this yesterday aftenoon. This is a lot to think about. Longer post tomorrow.

"Ask a TMSer: To what extent is it necessary for a person to change who they are in order to overcome TMS? If you have an answer to this question feel free to post it in a thread." I think the answer is obvious. It doesn't matter. Work on fixing yourself and if you personality changes, it...

There aren't any boundries between us. They do what they want and they expect me to go along with it. There need to be some boundaries and one of them is I decide what I tell them about myself.

I used the Waback Machine at archive.org to look up that day in the Structured Educaional Program.

The people close to me know I'm having a physical problem, but I haven't told them I think it's because of TMS. If I told them they'll ask endless questions, get offended because they think I'm saying they're the cause of it, and just not let up about it. It will give me endless stress. And...