Recent content by Caynisa

Thanks guys! It was such a great day. I'd like to add to the story that I just came home from another session, tonight my body is gonna sleep like a baby hah. There have been many times with physical activity and just slight strain that has put me down, it's pretty weird how I'm reacting to this...

To make a short introduction longer: https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/22-girl-pain-since-16.4126/ And the short version coming here :) I've struggled with anxiety since childhood, various symptoms, for many years most intrusive one being irritable bowel, which completely stopped after...

Thank you for your post mindfulliving. To make your very short story much longer, me and I'm sure many others, would love if you would write the elaborated version. Congratulations on feeling a lot better :)

Thank you for sharing your story. Ignore the symptoms, love your body, that really hit me. In desperation I tend to say "damn limbs, why do you have to act like this" which adds the feeling of alienation towards my own body. It's quite a love hate relationship, your quote just really gave me...

Thanks Eric, the support means the world. First day has taken me a couple of days, still reading and thinking, def no need to rush as I want to get the thinking right as much as possible aye :) I got a ct-scan yesterday to rule out any uncertainties so I'm currently waiting for the results to...

Thanks Walt. I've had health-anxiety since very young age so even before having symptoms, it's been imprinted in me that something was indeed wrong, I'd love to accept and love the idea for it to be tms, it's just hard to fully believe. I definitely have some of the personality traits, infact I...

Alright, I'm 22 year old girl who has experienced pain/numbness/tingling/fatique in arms/shoulders/hands, and general fatigue when I overuse them. It all started after a turbulent relationship, I remember being in front of my computer playing some videogame, while crying, and tensing all the...

Hello Golly, I'm shocked about your story, in a good way! I'm only 22 springs old, and encountered years of anxiety, constant irritable bowel, the latter subsided when dealing with some of the anxieties slightly untentionally, so I definitely know the power of soma and mind. Latest have I during...

I turned extremely bitter at that point, angry at circumstances and I did have a long period of emotional numbness as it was overwhelming. Also at a younger age until age 16 (couple of months before tms onset) I used to have irritable bowel, which diminished completely after confronting some...

Solange, thanks, I've been alone for too long with it, it's good not to feel that alone anymore. I have lots of reading to do it seems! And no time to look back with bitterness with the hope provided here :) I've seen quite a few psychologists these past years, they all ask you "How can I help...

Hello Walt I really appreciate your response, it means the world. The thought of it not being structural is a relief, the thought of getting a clue really is, and knowing my muscle capacity etc works is a boost in itself. Just an addition to my short intro: since 2011 when I saw some tv report...

Hello I'm a 22 year old girl who since age 16 have had pain, stiffness, weakness, tingling, numbness, fatigue, some slightly burning sensations in hands/arms/shoulder/neck. Months up until onset I felt depressed, cried a lot, and for a little year I had been in a 'computer-relationship' which...