Hello I'm a 22 year old girl who since age 16 have had pain, stiffness, weakness, tingling, numbness, fatigue, some slightly burning sensations in hands/arms/shoulder/neck. Months up until onset I felt depressed, cried a lot, and for a little year I had been in a 'computer-relationship' which had been quite destructive for me. Daily I spent a Lot of time in front of a computer, weeks up until ultimate pain onset I had felt a bit of pain in my gamer arm. One night I was feeling terribly cold, couldnt sustain my body temperature, nothing worked. Next day I woke up with the symptoms first mentioned. The first half year the pain was more intense burning than it is now, cutting veggies was climbing a mountain - its rate is now just disabling, with all the first above symptoms. In Oct I acquired tinnitus, a week after loud noise exposure, 1 day after a heavily stressful event. I haven't been able to attend to school from then, and prior to the tms symptoms highly affected me grades and dreams. I only remember few nights of great sleep throughout the past years. Mostly I wake up in pain, numbness, then go back to sleep, for then to wake up completely stiff. The other day I woke up at 8 and remember I didnt feel any discomfort At All, I don't know what I did, but I fell asleep again to wake up in my normal state; discomfort 1 hours later. I had one week this summer, where I was hardly in pain/discomfort too, there were brief moments of it, just hardly anything like normal. Anyway, physiotherapists havent done anything worthy, my gp told me "youre young and healthy, go home", a rheumathologist sent me off with "it isn't gout, go away", and a neurologist told me "it always hurt a bit when exercizing, there's nothing wrong with you, you're young". Seemingly what is considered as nothing wrong has however put me on the verge many times, so as classical medicine doesn't acknowledge me, here I am. I don't dare having ambition for the future, everything I do, and while doing the things I like to do I am in discomfort. My body feels to be deteriorated, disorders which might come with age, started crippling me in teens, I'm looking for advice, help, hope. Also other young persons who are/have been going through tms would be highly appreciated. I dont know where to start I dont know what to do, I only know one way to end it which would be the start of even more pain to my loved ones, and now I'm tearing up. thanks edit: I've had some degree of death/health anxiety since young age, which I'm currently seeing doctors for. As I emphasize the physical symptoms to be my main concern, I'm currently being diagnosed mentally to possibly put me in an anxiety therapy group. The thing is, if I eradicate the physical ones, prior to getting them I felt greatly discontent with life.