after a long summer of feeling good and not having any major pain or discomfort, I can feel it and it wants to come back with a vengeance. Recently I had a job location change, home issues with wife and kids. And the perfectionist OCD me is not liking it. My job requires a lot of physic exertion and lots of hiking with heavy pack on my back fighting fires. During work I’m totally good. No pain, can hike and fight fires no problem for days at a time. Once I’m home, vacation or winter hits my 33 yr old body becomes a 80 years old me. I bent down today and felt my low back get tight, instantly I had flashbacks of my body being cracked to one side like list time I had a relapse. I quickly though about what is bothering me or could be bothering the inner child in me. Came up with the following New job location Trying to impress everyone Want to be the best employee Worry about what they think about me. I know it’s easy to say.....well stop worrying and F everyone lol. But for those with TMS, we know it’s ale harder then that. Hoping to fight this one and not let it come to life.