Seeing so much TMS symptoms around me, and knowing they would just be irritated if I tried to explain it to them, gives me a feeling of loneliness. I know what is going on and can't talk to them about it, and it frustrating and gives a feeling of being misunderstood. Thankfully I have a really good friend being on the same page on this as me, and my Wife is also half way there. And I´m so happy for what the TMS work has done for me.
I think this lonely feeling is also related to me quitting Caffeine and many other Dopamine/Adrenaline/Cortisol causing behaviors. I´m so at ease and feel this deep sense of calm and joy. At the same time I see the behavior of all others running around e.g. at work with this stressed look on them. It also gives a bit of feeling odd and alone, while I at the same time I am so proud of myself and happy for my emotional state. It´s like I´m operating so differently from many others now and it can be hard to bond...
I think this lonely feeling is also related to me quitting Caffeine and many other Dopamine/Adrenaline/Cortisol causing behaviors. I´m so at ease and feel this deep sense of calm and joy. At the same time I see the behavior of all others running around e.g. at work with this stressed look on them. It also gives a bit of feeling odd and alone, while I at the same time I am so proud of myself and happy for my emotional state. It´s like I´m operating so differently from many others now and it can be hard to bond...