JanAtheCPA
Beloved Grand Eagle
Sofa, according to my personal understanding of and strong belief in the TMS mechanism (and notice that I am in 100% agreement with @Caulfield about the fact that it's not a condition or illness) your brain is doing a FANTASTIC job of distracting you from your repressed emotions. Ironically, it's doing this as you spend your time and energy hoping to design a designated series of distractions so that you can enter a rigid "system" that will keep you from ever having to access real emotions.
It occurs to me this is actually a pretty good description of many religions.
It occurs to me this is actually a pretty good description of many religions.