There's no narrative here. I tried to focus my story on facts - came in with mild pain, walked out with severe pain. I screamed "ow" during the exam several times. It genuinely and realistically hurt. You know, kinda like when you get a paper cut. Or take a fall. Or break your nose. Pain is real. It's not something we can magically switch off whenever we just put our mind to it. Our body needs to heal, and then the pain gradually fades away. That's how it works. I respectfully admire that you've hacked your brain to control pain, but that's just not how it works for the most of us. Most of us need NSAID, rest, compresses, etc. You know, the boring old scientifically-proven methods that actually work. But that doesn't fit the narrative I suppose.