I shouldn't do this, but I do. I wonder where I am in my healing journey. I would have to say I'm in "intermittent symptom" TMS. When I am symptomatic I'm still afraid and doubtful. Similar to Steve O, whose book I'm reading, I wonder if I have to settle for "intermittent stage" TMS. Maybe I've done all the healing I've can and this is just it. How does anyone "know" that they're going to be free and asymptomatic at some point "in the future"? Blind faith? Sorry to be a downer.