Hi, 2 weeks ago I read a book about self-love and for the first time in my life I really understood that this is what I miss most in my life. So now I am learning how to accept myself in every situation as I am, to accept all the unpleasant feelings and also my "faults" . And I am reading some books about self- love. And every time I think or read about self -love my pain gets much worse!! Is it possible that a part of me does not want me to deal with self-love and therefore creates more pain? And if yes, what can I do with this unconscious part?