Ok, I am now to the point where I completely detest doctors, hospitals and all traditional medicine overall. In the last 2 days, I've been going crazy with fear of my low back, my MRI findings which I was told are "normal wear and tear", but still scare the living daylights out of me.. And my new symptom... Mid back pain.. In my ribs, switches back and forth from left side to right and hurts with movement such as raising my arms above my head. I was in the ER two days ago hysterical and begging the doctor to at least run some test to see what the hell's going on with me, and he cruelly stated as I sobbed with fear ( there alone no one with me..) "well, I can guarantee you sooner or later you will have an illness or disease"... What KIND of compassion is that when you go to a hospital scared you're dying, in a major panic and that's ALL he had to say?? Horrified that the only help out there for panic, medical anxiety and chronic pain is THAT!! I never felt so alone and hopeless in all my life.. Now the nurseline on my insurance says my mid back and rib pain sounds like Chondromalacia.. And it has me terrified. I won't even Goggle that s*** because I know I'll freak out even more.. Sorry for the ramble.. Please advise, I'm a wreck today!! thank you.