Ive been dealing with mostly low back (3 years) and anxiety (whole life). I am doing so much better since my TMS diagnosis about 14 months ago. I was practically bedridden, closed my business (massage), couldn't cook, clean, drive, sit. It was horrifying to say the least. I also lost my beloved hot yoga practice. I felt like a failure in every aspect of my being, especially as a mother. I feel like this thing has ruined my daughter's life. I'm back to a lot of things I love and learned so much about myself, cut off relationships that were feeding my pain, started self compassion work, rested more, said no to people, and found a tribe of people that support my diagnosis fully. I say F off to those who don't get it at this point. However, I'm still struggling. Every. Day. Every day I have something, pain or anxiety. I have periods of time with little or no symptoms but they are fleeting. Last week I had wrist pain! What????? Never have I had wrist pain. I basically ignored it and it left after a few days. Now I have the worst stomach pain for 4 days now. I have always had an iron stomach, this is ridiculous. And this is in addition to my "regular" tms crap. Anyway, I'm doing everything I can, while simultaneously trying not to do too much and still trying to live my life. How much can one person take? I'm so sick of myself and this goddamn "mystery" illness that nobody has ever heard of (except you people!) I'm feeling like crap and mad at myself for feeling like crap. Any words of encouragement would be much appreciated. I'm out of money for my therapist (who I love) and I just need a break here. Thanks for listening.