Eric "Herbie" Watson
Beloved Grand Eagle
The last obstacle; which was breaking the conditioning-understanding repression...and understanding elements of my personality.... ive came a long way in which i was basicly bedridden in pain-its not hard for me to mention the whole story knowing it was just a few months ago-i have acceptance here too-it has been completed-(the healing-the cure) -i read an article about how the trail is ingrained through our mind to our symptom based on the focus,attention and fear we give tms.ive re-conditioned my mind to not think this way anymore-but if it trys to linger in that direction-ill just think in the now or become mindful or think psycological-these were more of my last steps- of course ill keep on re-programming and re-versing to stay fine tuned.
Ive also been healed of many other things along the way-through studying tms it has made my walk in faith so much stronger-i know now even though i was told a thousand times before how to just believe and watch miracles happen - ive also learned how to not hold in feelings like i want to tell this person something but i cant or feeling guilty because i had to say no to someone or blaming my wife because i didnt know all my perception was rejection -now if i start to have anxiety or pain ill think what am i angry about or anxiuos about that im holding onto and i will face it and stand up to the bully ,now i know what im supposed to do -its been a look into the power that we really have living on the inside of us. i know how to speak to the mountains now.this is part of my recovery story-just a reminder to all my friends on the forum to hang in there and never give up-
Ive also been healed of many other things along the way-through studying tms it has made my walk in faith so much stronger-i know now even though i was told a thousand times before how to just believe and watch miracles happen - ive also learned how to not hold in feelings like i want to tell this person something but i cant or feeling guilty because i had to say no to someone or blaming my wife because i didnt know all my perception was rejection -now if i start to have anxiety or pain ill think what am i angry about or anxiuos about that im holding onto and i will face it and stand up to the bully ,now i know what im supposed to do -its been a look into the power that we really have living on the inside of us. i know how to speak to the mountains now.this is part of my recovery story-just a reminder to all my friends on the forum to hang in there and never give up-