Hi everyone, First time posting here. My name is Jayden (32 year old, male). I am going to keep this relatively short so that I don't bore people with my life story. Over the last couple years I have suffered from the following symptoms: - Lower back pain - Glute pain on right side only - Hip flexors always feel tight - Had a partial numb spot on right thigh -- doesn't really feel like it's there anymore. Hard to tell it's so subtle. - Occasionally a light tingling in right foot. - Air hunger - Tight head / head pressure/ dizziness rarely About a year and a half ago I started dealing with this horrible condition called "hard flaccid", which has to do with the male pelvic region. I won't get into what this is, but it has certainly made me feel like my life is ruined. I have seen SO many different physiotherapists, pelvic floor physiotherapists, chiropractors, I've seen both general and private doctors, multiple Urologists, Osteopath, Massage therapists etc, mental health counselling... Nothing has changed. I have had blood work done, and most recently an MRI of both the lumbar spine and pelvis (pelvis MRI was completed with contrast dye). The conclusion of this MRI was that nothing was abnormal. At most, it said there was a slight thinning of the L5-S1 which could be the beginning of disc degeneration. The doctor basically said there's nothing here. I have always been a highly anxious, obsessive, worrisome person for as long as I can remember. This all became really bad when I turned 19-20. I have grown tired of chasing cures. I have become so tired, bitter, stressed, defeated, and hopeless. My friend has told me about TMS for about a year or so now and I have just recently listened to the audiobook "Healing Back Pain". I don't have anywhere else to turn now. I have exhausted all options and the private doctor I was working with has given up on me and said "I can't help you anymore". If anyone here has dealt with this or something similar, I am all ears. Thanks and enjoy the rest of your weekend.