On Day 15 and if you watched me walk, you would think I was getting worse than before I started this program. Good news is, that's what happens when you are taking power away from the unconscious and breaking the cycle. My pain moves around a lot now. It used to be my only my back would spasm. Now it more a thigh spasm that jacks me up. Then throughout the day I get little neck and side pains as well...those are pretty new.
Lately the pain has not been below a level 5 and has usually been in the 7 range. For the record, I am not trying to reinforce UV (my unconcious' name) by writing this, since I know I need to focus on the emotion and not the pain. Nevertheless, Im curious how it all goes away when the cycle is broken....will I wake up one morning and its gone? Will it gradually go away and I can increasingly do more things? I so look forward to knowing the answer to that question for MYSELF soon...the sooner the better!!
Lately the pain has not been below a level 5 and has usually been in the 7 range. For the record, I am not trying to reinforce UV (my unconcious' name) by writing this, since I know I need to focus on the emotion and not the pain. Nevertheless, Im curious how it all goes away when the cycle is broken....will I wake up one morning and its gone? Will it gradually go away and I can increasingly do more things? I so look forward to knowing the answer to that question for MYSELF soon...the sooner the better!!
