You are doing perfectly! Life is not absolutes, even TMS. PT exercises are often really yoga-based motions with a more 'medical' cloak. We are meant to move. Ideally, our daily activities involve lots of 'natural' motions, including tipping our heads back to marvel at the towering Trees, or crouching to observe the antics of a small creature. Body motion, no matter what label of action it carries, is crucial. Tai Chi, Qi Qong, Yoga, Poi Spinning, Dancing (which can be as slow and dreamy or as energetic and heart-pounding as you wish), walking (which means parking in a far spot in the lot, taking the stairs instead of elevator, etc), or simply raising your arms joyfully towards the night sky. Just ... move. Move in ways that makes you feel good inside. And while people may suggest this or that, find your own motions and listen to the intricate knowledge that is already within you.
Everything we experience matters. The food we eat, the people we surround ourselves with, the air we breathe. All of it becomes part of us and does effect our body tremendously. We do not heal purely in the isolation of our thoughts. Healing is about connecting with the authentic, and about sharing and receiving energies.
Many things are psychosomatic (If you are embarrassed, you blush ... emotion to physical manifestation). And many things are not psychosomatic (lifting weights can cause soreness as the muscle fibers are being torn down and scarring to create bigger muscles ... this is physical).
So much time and effort is spent on trying to figure out what is what. I see many posts dissecting so many variations on these beliefs, and even some heated exchanges.
This is when I retreat to simplicity. Treat all my pain with love and compassion. If the injury is non-TMS, it will heal, and it will heal faster when you apply this loving-kindness to yourself. If it drifts into chronic, the same applies. Treat yourself with that deep loving-kindness, and it, too, will heal.
This becomes a win-win, without the need to analyze everything, which creates its own anxiety cycle.
We all want validation, but sometimes we may not always get it. This does not mean you are wrong. Your experiences are yours. Seeking advice is always fine. Picking and choosing what resonates with you ... that is crucial.
I am very partial to this particular breathing practice:
Inhale: self acceptance
Exhale: anything that isn’t
Inhale: forgiveness
Exhale: anything that isn’t
Inhale: trust
Exhale: anything that isn’t
Inhale: peace
Exhale: anything that isn’t
Inhale: presence
Exhale: anything that isn’t
Inhale: love
Exhale: anything that isn’t
(Tanya Markul/Thug Unicorn)
And remember, You are LOVED <3
.... with Love and Gratitude ^_^