wendyd
Peer Supporter
As I move through this process, I have been doing a lot of introspection and soul searching about my patterns. I have started to take small steps in terms of honoring my feelings, speaking up for myself and trying not to repress emotions. Early this morning I had a weird dream. I was standing outside my home (it didn't look anything like my home...much larger!). Others were around. The front porch suddenly broke away and crumbled. I went back into the house to salvage what I could in case more damage happened. I grabbed some sentimental jewelry and ran out. Then the top floor where the bedrooms are also started to shift and move. My grown son was very upset and crying. I tried comforting him, saying that no one was hurt and a house is replaceable. Then I woke up. At first I was scared. But then I thought, maybe this means that my house (me) is shifting. My facade is breaking free to reveal the true me. My structure is shifting. I guess that's a positive spin, but perhaps the real meaning isn't that at all. Would love to hear other interpretations.