What a great story! You are such an inspiration!Hell yeh...!
I had 'fibromyalgia' (so called) and for over 20 years I was in chronic pain and stopped doing everything i loved, no walking, no cycling, no life. Then - even before i found Sarno and TMS, I had decided that i would be in pain whether i did things or no. So (after many months working up to it) I got a bike, loaded it up and cycled the pilgrim routes of Portugal, Spain and France for 4 months - with my long-suffering husband. It was excruciatingly painful and I was exhausted most of the time BUT - i did it - I got my life back, I felt the pain and just carried on.
Part of the 'fibro' was sciatical pain, and the first day I had to slather myself in muscle lotion from head to toe.
Having since found the Structured Educational Programme on TMSwiki and Sarno's books - I am now pain free and again working as a landscaper and garden designer. I am just about to cycle around Wales too.
Do not let pain dictate to you what you can or cannot do. I have met people cycling cross country who have no legs, horrific injuries and even the blind....
Just do it - right now...!
I'm in the same boat--er, bike, when I took my bike ride a while back I put the bike down on it's side and then got on. To get off, I pulled up to a garage door or another solid object for support and lowered the bike down--something like that.I am hoping to get back on my bike too. Riding doesn't hurt, but I can't lift my leg over to get on the bike and my balance os off.
One of my main forms of aerobic exercise over the last 20 years has been indoor rowing. Until I developed "back pain" and "SI joint problems" (note quote marks) I was decent at it and could row formidably. But in the last 7 months I have been really guarding, doing only a few minutes at a time, and at 2/3 of previous intensity, just super easy, too scared to "hurt my back more". But nothing I have done physically has made my condition any better or any worse over that period. So about 2 weeks ago I just said f*ck it, and just wailed away 1000-m at absolute max intensity, as hard as I could. I almost had a heart attack because I'm now out of shape, but it felt great, it did not hurt my back whatsoever doing it nor in the days afterwards. That was an incredible confidence booster, like, woah, there is absolutely no reason for me to be being so careful, and helped to convince me my issues are mental/psychological/nervous system in nature.I have not ridden a bike in years! I want to ride again, but fear of the seat causing sciatica pain is stopping me. Any thoughts?
Fantastic! Awesome job.One of my main forms of aerobic exercise over the last 20 years has been indoor rowing. Until I developed "back pain" and "SI joint problems" (note quote marks) I was decent at it and could row formidably. But in the last 7 months I have been really guarding, doing only a few minutes at a time, and at 2/3 of previous intensity, just super easy, too scared to "hurt my back more". But nothing I have done physically has made my condition any better or any worse over that period. So about 2 weeks ago I just said f*ck it, and just wailed away 1000-m at absolute max intensity, as hard as I could. I almost had a heart attack because I'm now out of shape, but it felt great, it did not hurt my back whatsoever doing it nor in the days afterwards. That was an incredible confidence booster, like, woah, there is absolutely no reason for me to be being so careful, and helped to convince me my issues are mental/psychological/nervous system in nature.
So I would say you absolutely should face your fear. Either just jump in and do it, or alternately ease into it: find an exercycle at a gym with a nice padded seat. Do 5 minutes. If that feels ok, do 6 minutes, etc. Then get on your bike outside, similarly just ride up the street for 100 m first, then slowly extend it. Each time you do more will help you mentally.