Ok so basically when I was 15 I got spondylolysis which is like a stress fracture in the spine which took me out of soccer for a bit. Ever since then I got recurrent back pain, knee pain and neck pain like all the time and nowadays I'm getting tension headaches like 24/7. I am 100% this is all psychogenic. I stumbled across TMS a few weeks ago and quite frankly it changed my life. I'm just really mad now that I didn't realize this. I played soccer in college and missed a lot of practices and games because of these "injuries". This has caused a lot of frustration and anger and I really can't believe the medical profession doesn't diagnose this would have made my life a lot easier. I'm starting to ruminate on this a lot. When I was 17 my doctor did an MRI on me and said I had spondylolysis again and put me in a back brace when it was found out that a month later there was nothing wrong at all. I have so much anger and guilt that I missed out on so much due to this stupid brain disease. How do I get over this?