Mario Martz
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Hello!! 
first of all thanks for reading (english is my second language trying to do my best haha)
im a 29 year young guy from mexico city ive always been a super
anxious and it became worse after my mothers death (10 years ago)
with time the panic attacks ended and i was at peace again.
but I've always kept my anxious personality.
my "problem" started last year... while i was in a relationship with a guy (im gay, and in the closet to my family) he was really agressive and we had a loving but stormy relationship...but i was doing my best at work, my relationship and family, i guess i was living ok.
then all of the sudden i started to experience migraines, hard migraines
they were really bad and i had never experience them like that before.
they remain really bad for a week then i started to get medication.
After a week the migraines were gone, but then i started to
develop tachycardia (120 bpm) and i had to go emergency
a few times but doctos didnt seem to find anything bad with my heart,
they all started to tell me that i need to see a
psychiatrist and all that stuff,
but i really feel that i was going to die, and i started to get anxious and scared for a few months, i focus all my attention on that.
i would go to the doctor and tell him that i was still having tachycardia after eating but they would not give me answears, i wasnt having panic attacks.
i was just having tachycardia after eating.
this happend between july 2015 - Jan 2016
in the mean time i broke up my relationship, and
develop a urinary tract infection for 3 months also.
(it was a rollercoaster) but at the mid jan i started eat only vegatables and fruits and my tachycardia and Stomach problems faded.
i also had a weird neck-back pain when i was stressed about tachycardia
but I still felt depressed, i dont know why...
a few days ago in this Month (February) I woke up and had a noise in my left
ear, and i went to an ETN and he told me i had like a sinus infection, and i was having this sympton called Tinnitus... and to be honest i started to panic again, and its been 7 days and it hasnt faded. im not sure this happend for the sinus infection, because i listen to music loud, i honestly dont know....but im remaining positive, and im not letting anxiety and fear control my life again.
but obvously the buzzing and hissing is annoying sometimes....
i also forgot to mention i have had "apnea" along these past months too.... thats means i would woke up during the night sometimes...
Well... after all this long story haha, the only thing I feel is that
these "symptoms or diseases"
are not physical , it is rare that these conditions started out of the blue, some fade but then they turn into something rare and different. its just transforming itself into an annoying big monster , someone could advise me on this?
do you thinks its TMS related?
Thank you so much
first of all thanks for reading (english is my second language trying to do my best haha)
im a 29 year young guy from mexico city ive always been a super
anxious and it became worse after my mothers death (10 years ago)
with time the panic attacks ended and i was at peace again.
but I've always kept my anxious personality.
my "problem" started last year... while i was in a relationship with a guy (im gay, and in the closet to my family) he was really agressive and we had a loving but stormy relationship...but i was doing my best at work, my relationship and family, i guess i was living ok.
then all of the sudden i started to experience migraines, hard migraines
they were really bad and i had never experience them like that before.
they remain really bad for a week then i started to get medication.
After a week the migraines were gone, but then i started to
develop tachycardia (120 bpm) and i had to go emergency
a few times but doctos didnt seem to find anything bad with my heart,
they all started to tell me that i need to see a
psychiatrist and all that stuff,
but i really feel that i was going to die, and i started to get anxious and scared for a few months, i focus all my attention on that.
i would go to the doctor and tell him that i was still having tachycardia after eating but they would not give me answears, i wasnt having panic attacks.
i was just having tachycardia after eating.
this happend between july 2015 - Jan 2016
in the mean time i broke up my relationship, and
develop a urinary tract infection for 3 months also.
(it was a rollercoaster) but at the mid jan i started eat only vegatables and fruits and my tachycardia and Stomach problems faded.
i also had a weird neck-back pain when i was stressed about tachycardia
but I still felt depressed, i dont know why...
a few days ago in this Month (February) I woke up and had a noise in my left
ear, and i went to an ETN and he told me i had like a sinus infection, and i was having this sympton called Tinnitus... and to be honest i started to panic again, and its been 7 days and it hasnt faded. im not sure this happend for the sinus infection, because i listen to music loud, i honestly dont know....but im remaining positive, and im not letting anxiety and fear control my life again.
but obvously the buzzing and hissing is annoying sometimes....
i also forgot to mention i have had "apnea" along these past months too.... thats means i would woke up during the night sometimes...
Well... after all this long story haha, the only thing I feel is that
these "symptoms or diseases"
are not physical , it is rare that these conditions started out of the blue, some fade but then they turn into something rare and different. its just transforming itself into an annoying big monster , someone could advise me on this?
do you thinks its TMS related?
Thank you so much
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