Seta Alucinada
Newcomer
Hello, I'm beggining this journey.
I'm argentine living in Spain, so, sorry for my English. Anyone speaks Spanish?
I'm an 51 years old asperger woman with C-PTSD and TMS.
I have sensory hypersensivity.
I'm in the first day of this program.
I don't remember feel safe ever, I grow up hiding my emotions, feelings and thoughts because I felt I need to please adults to survive.
People is dangerous, a menace. I'm trying to not think that way but it is difficult.
When there is someone with me I became hipervigilant, ready to fight or fly, scared. Takes me time to rationalise that the other person is not a menace and then I relax a little bit, but the damage is done. My nervous system is exhausted.
I'm argentine living in Spain, so, sorry for my English. Anyone speaks Spanish?
I'm an 51 years old asperger woman with C-PTSD and TMS.
I have sensory hypersensivity.
I'm in the first day of this program.
I don't remember feel safe ever, I grow up hiding my emotions, feelings and thoughts because I felt I need to please adults to survive.
People is dangerous, a menace. I'm trying to not think that way but it is difficult.
When there is someone with me I became hipervigilant, ready to fight or fly, scared. Takes me time to rationalise that the other person is not a menace and then I relax a little bit, but the damage is done. My nervous system is exhausted.