whofeelslove
Peer Supporter
Dear tms community
I've come to figure out that reading so many tms books etc etc and trying to feel my emotions and neural path ways etc etc and writing til I can't write no more and my leg pain(read leg pan not back pain) getting worse and me having no quality of life and driving a truck 12 hours a day in chicago which is very stressful and tms support in wisconsin zero %. I am having surgery for foraminal stenosis after 2 years of chronic pain and having a narrower than normal spinal canal.. And my pain correlates to my structural location with LL-5 nerve root and outer calf major pain on standing only NOT SITTING. I know I've intellectualized tms in my mind to keep away from my emotions to some extent and I'm having EMDR therapy but my pain is just to much nerve pain
I've come to figure out that reading so many tms books etc etc and trying to feel my emotions and neural path ways etc etc and writing til I can't write no more and my leg pain(read leg pan not back pain) getting worse and me having no quality of life and driving a truck 12 hours a day in chicago which is very stressful and tms support in wisconsin zero %. I am having surgery for foraminal stenosis after 2 years of chronic pain and having a narrower than normal spinal canal.. And my pain correlates to my structural location with LL-5 nerve root and outer calf major pain on standing only NOT SITTING. I know I've intellectualized tms in my mind to keep away from my emotions to some extent and I'm having EMDR therapy but my pain is just to much nerve pain
