hello! well I have an herniated disc that i have successfully heal with meditation and trusting tms 100%(reading books) but right now i have a new fear. i went back to the gym and im active again, which makes me super happy, but my new job MIGHT actually require me to be in the merchandizing department (lifting package that weights 25 pounds) and im scared because i might get worse. heres the thing, for some reason i can bench press, barbell row, deadlift, squat at the gym (pretty heavy) but im scared of this job because its a constant lifting stuff for 3-4 hours. I shouldn't be scared because i believe 100% in tms and I KNOW herniated disc does not cause pain (trust me i know ). Lastly, It's not 100% sure im going to be merchandizing because EVERYONE starts in the front (cashier, saleing and such) and depending on how you work its where they put you. but during out training one of our staff members ask us if we knew how to lift a package and I admit i said i know how to and demonstrate it and because of the demonstration I did im in constant anxiety because they might had said "wow, well he's going to be a merchandizer for sure" when in reality we all start saleing before anything else. what do you guys think? I'm trying to just go with the flow, be present and do my best with being first a sale associate and if it happens that i go to merchandizing I will just say to myself "I'm not scared, im healthy and nothing will happen to me". I'm trying to be possitive.