Hey everyone! Still working the program. Been busy lately, so haven't been following as closely day to day as I should.
I've been finding more and more proof each day that my pain is fully psychologically based. A few days ago, I was in a lot of pain. I didn't let it get me down, and the pain just magically stopped. Then, a few days later, it came back slowly, but I kept talking to myself and reminding myself that it isn't structural, and it went away - however my left shoulder blade started to hurt! I was so happy when this happened, because it is just further proof that my brain is playing tricks on me.
Today's Q2P asked what my fears are. I don't have a whole lot of physical fears - many are life and goal driven. I grew up in an upper class family, and always feared about dropping out of this class. I don't want to be struggling financially when I have my own family. I also have always feared that I wouldn't live up to my potential. I think I am just mainly scared of the future - I have never been decisive, and the uncertainty of the future does scare me.
I took a peek at the TMS personality traits, and damn did two ever stand out as being me. I am both "legal" and "stoic" basically to a tee. Makes sense that I am struggling with TMS I guess.
I've been finding more and more proof each day that my pain is fully psychologically based. A few days ago, I was in a lot of pain. I didn't let it get me down, and the pain just magically stopped. Then, a few days later, it came back slowly, but I kept talking to myself and reminding myself that it isn't structural, and it went away - however my left shoulder blade started to hurt! I was so happy when this happened, because it is just further proof that my brain is playing tricks on me.
Today's Q2P asked what my fears are. I don't have a whole lot of physical fears - many are life and goal driven. I grew up in an upper class family, and always feared about dropping out of this class. I don't want to be struggling financially when I have my own family. I also have always feared that I wouldn't live up to my potential. I think I am just mainly scared of the future - I have never been decisive, and the uncertainty of the future does scare me.
I took a peek at the TMS personality traits, and damn did two ever stand out as being me. I am both "legal" and "stoic" basically to a tee. Makes sense that I am struggling with TMS I guess.
