Thought I would post about my experience being on day 8. A couple things I've come to realize...
1. I'm really obsessive. My wife has always mentioned it to be and considers it be a really good trait, but also can be overdone..
2. I'm really hard on myself and I feel that is driving a lot negativity that is manifesting as pain.
3. I feel like I'm recognizing other times in my life where I had other symptoms, fatigue , general anxiety and mysterious pains. The difference with those and my current pain is how long it has lasted. The other times it seemed to go away after a month or less. This time it has stuck around for 18 months. I take this as a sign that I needed to finally deal with these issues with myself..
I've had some days in this past week that were much much better than I've had in awhile, but also a couple of bad ones. Trying hard not to think about it when it's not really there, but it's really hard.
1. I'm really obsessive. My wife has always mentioned it to be and considers it be a really good trait, but also can be overdone..
2. I'm really hard on myself and I feel that is driving a lot negativity that is manifesting as pain.
3. I feel like I'm recognizing other times in my life where I had other symptoms, fatigue , general anxiety and mysterious pains. The difference with those and my current pain is how long it has lasted. The other times it seemed to go away after a month or less. This time it has stuck around for 18 months. I take this as a sign that I needed to finally deal with these issues with myself..
I've had some days in this past week that were much much better than I've had in awhile, but also a couple of bad ones. Trying hard not to think about it when it's not really there, but it's really hard.