Doctors tend to say that everything is all in my head and that it appears as if I don’t want to get better. That everything is on me and listening that sometimes can be frustrating. All I want is to feel perfect again as I used too, just for them to give me something that actually works on me. After several doctors, nothing has works besides this book I just read, Healing Back Pain. Now I understand what doctors meant. I am not perfect but still working in my recovery. Everything takes time and Im pretty sure Ill make it, just as all of you have and many of you will.