Hey people, I am on Day 18 and although i do like the journaling and really do think that TMS literature is descibing my life to a T, I am not getting any better in the back pain department. If im totally honest i think im finding it hard to unconditionally except that the disabilitating pain that is seriously restricting my life, is in my mind. Everything im reading makes sense to me but then when that pain stabs me in the back, my natural thoughts are, " Fuck, this pain is real, this shit hurts! Im scared" anyone know what I mean?