It has been more than 3 months now that I have been suffering from strange symptoms. It all started with an attack of vertigo accompanied by a headache, stomach pain, nausea, loss of appetite. I went to the doctor twice, first she gave me antacid pills than she said I had Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo. I took pills that had a placebo effect for few days then it all came back. I was scared and developed anxiety and panic attacks. Went back to the doctor and she gave me antidepressants, it was the worst, the symptoms became so strong I thought I was going crazy. It didn't occur to me it could be TMS because I had TMS in the past, back pain that was very different from this and I managed to cure myself at the time thanks to Dr. Sarno books. I also had IBS and other TMS equivalents but nothing like this, ever, not so severe. Only after all of the doctor's visits and pain coming back again and again, I realised that there must be something wrong in my head. Online research and rereading Dr. Sarno books started about 2/3 weeks ago and I got better. I also started listening to the book Hope and Help for Your Nerves, that helped me a lot to understand I was hiding from the world and my fears. I got better day by day until a couple of days ago when a tension headache took over my right side of the head and doesn't want to go away. I also have pain moving around to my back, right hand, I have a tremor in my left hand now (it was in the right a few weeks ago). I've decided to do SEP now and try and find a TMS therapist because I feel like I am not doing enough for myself and that is one of the traits of my personality. To think that I am not good enough or not doing enough. I'm scared, that's not a secret because I feel like I'm never going to be same again. Even though I know I've already done so much for myself. This is how I feel on Day 1.