Long story short - Pretty sure I've actually had this for most of my life as have had so many other TMS related issues in the past. Everything got too much recently facing 5 extreme life pressures all at once - RESULT: Worst pain EVER lower back/pelvis - was bedridden 3 months/couldn't stand for more than a few minutes/fires of hell ripped through me/full body nerve like shudder sensation - sensitive to touch/getting back to activity now/broke out in sweats/forced myself to walk round block/hate shoes/hated sitting/sleep getting better less pain when lie on front/sitting now more for longer periods/can walk into city in flat sandals fine/ walk into city in flat very low shoes and pain spasm can happen/read sarno's books/journalling alot - I'm angry at everything and everyone!/care for an elderly parent with no sibling support/less pain in general and less intense/ VICTORY - Had one full day without pain! Sick of my story so try to keep it brief. I know this all comes from my unconscious - when I tell it to stop I get intense vertigo as it tries to jump ship. Decided I need a cheerleading squad to get me over the line.