I can't find the emotion that induces the pain I'm always in hate because the others are happy and I'm not because pain destroys my life and I can't play life the way I want to, I vomit with hatred and rage every day of the year, I'm apathetic cold and gloomy I am also sad, but since I started the TMS the pain has reduced a little but the anxieties, the stress, the depression, the hatred is stronger and stronger... need help please