I am a newbie and by no means an expert. I have a genetic structural heart problem called HOCM. The doctors insisted that I get a myectomy, surgery to cut down the left ventricle that was blocking the blood outflow. Since I had no one to take care of me and was 68 at the time, I just declined. I was called names," non compliant" and the docs got very angry with me. Subsequently, in the next 5 years, experienced some bad bouts of AFIB. When I have Afib, I basically have 1 1/2 chambers out. I can't walk, talk, or breathe. I continued to seek yearly expert advice as this this new wrinkle created a lot of fear. In 2016, on 0n the way home from the xpert consultation with the godfather himself who again urged myectomy and at the very least insisted that I have an ablation for afib. Ironically, I went into devastating AFIB heading homeward and went to the ER. In my case the experience was horrible and the treatment was worse. They would not give me water, the cure! They thought I was having a panic attack and would not listen to me or read my documents. Anyway, even with a letter with instructions from the cardiologist as to ER treatment for AFib, which was hydration, hydration, hydration and metoprolol in IV, not Cardizem, the hammer, which could kill me. !!. The ER doc decided that I had written the cardiologist's letter of instructions that I always carry with me, his stance was so adversarial that I had panic in addition to AFIB. These events were so traumatic that I vowed I would never go to an ER again nor back to a cardiologist and
that I would never have AFIB again. I went exactly 11 months without AFIB, and (had a very mild event after climbing stairs with 10 pounds of books) simply because
I decided I would not. Then I discovered TMS and Sarno March 1st 2017 . At the time I was housebound, afraid to drive fearing that my heart would act up. Then I began to put two and two together. The stress that the docs put on me, the fear, the accusations actually made me housebound with near agoraphobia. After reading Sarno, I said, "I'm taking me life back again." And the fear and anxiety went away (the very things that increase epinephrine that increases outflow track obstruction). I now drive! I am not afraid and I don't collapse with exhaustion anymore at 2 or 3pm. I have many things that I am working on for TMS but I was making my heart worse and the doctors were making it worse. I am back to the way I was before I became symptomatic. Sure, I probably won't hike in the desert or up hills, but I can walk on a flat surface (if my knees let me) and the chest pain is almost gone. Trust me. TMS can ransack a structural problem and turn it into hell! I am not afraid of dying (another thing they warned me of again and again). I am not afraid of stroke, that they threatened me with! I will die when it is God's time and I will not let fear predetermine the time! I still have a long ways to go to get rid of the back, knee pain and the insomnia.

Subsequently I discovered Dr. John M, an electrophysiologist online who confirmed all of my suspicions regarding the push to get surgeries. I am a classic TMS'er with symptoms beginning as early as six years old. Everything that can happen has and it is wonderful to be connecting the dots at age 75.