Wow what a journey. TMS work 200 days, then quitting caffeine for the next 147 days in addition. I have written before about the first time so I will just recap quickly:
Day 1-30: Horrible, awful. Headaches, depression, rage.
Day 30-60: Difficult, starting to sleep better.
Day 60-100: Different. Starting to normalize. Waves of tiredness sometimes
Day 100-147: Equalized energy. More emotionally stable. Still some low energy now and then. Overall loving it.
Main takeaway in this post
Quitting caffeine really helped my TMS work. I used caffeine to push myself at work and in private. When quitting, I really had to face myself and that I didn't want to push myself so hard. It had generated a lot of rage within that I hadn't processed. Now it forced me to do so!
I also gained 7 kg haha =)
My view is that caffeine is a serious addiction, but extremely normalized. Everyone who drinks it daily and disagree, stop for 30 days, and I mean stop all - No coffee, no decaf coffee, no cola of any kind, no tea, no dark chocolate, no soft drinks with caffeine and so on. And then see how you feel through these 30 days. If you are not addicted you wouldn't mind this...
Day 1-30: Horrible, awful. Headaches, depression, rage.
Day 30-60: Difficult, starting to sleep better.
Day 60-100: Different. Starting to normalize. Waves of tiredness sometimes
Day 100-147: Equalized energy. More emotionally stable. Still some low energy now and then. Overall loving it.
Main takeaway in this post
Quitting caffeine really helped my TMS work. I used caffeine to push myself at work and in private. When quitting, I really had to face myself and that I didn't want to push myself so hard. It had generated a lot of rage within that I hadn't processed. Now it forced me to do so!
I also gained 7 kg haha =)
My view is that caffeine is a serious addiction, but extremely normalized. Everyone who drinks it daily and disagree, stop for 30 days, and I mean stop all - No coffee, no decaf coffee, no cola of any kind, no tea, no dark chocolate, no soft drinks with caffeine and so on. And then see how you feel through these 30 days. If you are not addicted you wouldn't mind this...