Hi Everyone
I decided to rejoin this wiki. I have been reading case studies recently and then realised I needed to share with people who understand!
I discovered Sarno's work in 2004/2005 and used it to overcome shin splints. Since then I have used it successfully with knee pain, shoulder pain, urinary tract symptoms, severe fatigue and back pain. In most cases just remembering about TMS was enough to shift things and improvement to set in. However, I still feel as though I am bouncing between 'conditions' almost waiting for the next inconvenience to arise but usually it is minor.
More recently however my lower back pain has become more regular again, especially after exercise. I told myself initially it was my new trainers but they are no longer new and I think now it is TMS. I also had four weeks of severe fatigue earlier this summer, that was taking over my life but I just told my body to stop it, reread Sarno and went out for a run and it cleared quickly.
The last few weeks the back pain has become more consistent and three weeks ago I was woken in the night by bad chest pain. I look up the symptoms - acid reflux/GERD. I have never had this before. I feel as though my brain is really upping the stakes! Sometimes I feel as though the symptoms are diminishing then they come back and lots of fear arises.
This has come at a time of increased visibility and responsibility in my spiritual and work life. It is all positive, deeply meaningful stuff BUT I know there are parts of me raging about it. I am also undergoing Internal Family Systems therapy, using Nicole Sachs 'Journal Speak' along with somatic tracking and loving-kindness.
Interestingly, through the journaling I have had a breakthrough about my early life and how TMS has been a feature of it since primary school when 'being ill' enabled me to stay safely at home with my Mum. I also realised that one of the most devastating events in my life (having an appendicitis that then led to depression, causing me to drop out of medical school) was actually TMS in action. The surgeon remarked that although I was clearly in pain there was nothing wrong with the appendix when they removed it. That has always puzzled me. Now I know TMS was saving me from being at medical school, where I was being bullied and deeply unhappy but I never wanted to acknowledge. TMS took the decision out of my hands!
So basically it's a rich time in my life, that some parts of me find very threatening. It would be much safer to shut me down and keep me small. Impacting my sleep via GERD seems to be the current TMS strategy.
It feels so good to share this! Thank you for reading.
If anyone has any GERD TMS tips or strategies for managing anxiety at night when symptoms wake you up I would love to hear them.
Wishing you all well in your recovery
G x
PS I will be off line 13th-27th September so may be delayed in responding
I decided to rejoin this wiki. I have been reading case studies recently and then realised I needed to share with people who understand!
I discovered Sarno's work in 2004/2005 and used it to overcome shin splints. Since then I have used it successfully with knee pain, shoulder pain, urinary tract symptoms, severe fatigue and back pain. In most cases just remembering about TMS was enough to shift things and improvement to set in. However, I still feel as though I am bouncing between 'conditions' almost waiting for the next inconvenience to arise but usually it is minor.
More recently however my lower back pain has become more regular again, especially after exercise. I told myself initially it was my new trainers but they are no longer new and I think now it is TMS. I also had four weeks of severe fatigue earlier this summer, that was taking over my life but I just told my body to stop it, reread Sarno and went out for a run and it cleared quickly.
The last few weeks the back pain has become more consistent and three weeks ago I was woken in the night by bad chest pain. I look up the symptoms - acid reflux/GERD. I have never had this before. I feel as though my brain is really upping the stakes! Sometimes I feel as though the symptoms are diminishing then they come back and lots of fear arises.
This has come at a time of increased visibility and responsibility in my spiritual and work life. It is all positive, deeply meaningful stuff BUT I know there are parts of me raging about it. I am also undergoing Internal Family Systems therapy, using Nicole Sachs 'Journal Speak' along with somatic tracking and loving-kindness.
Interestingly, through the journaling I have had a breakthrough about my early life and how TMS has been a feature of it since primary school when 'being ill' enabled me to stay safely at home with my Mum. I also realised that one of the most devastating events in my life (having an appendicitis that then led to depression, causing me to drop out of medical school) was actually TMS in action. The surgeon remarked that although I was clearly in pain there was nothing wrong with the appendix when they removed it. That has always puzzled me. Now I know TMS was saving me from being at medical school, where I was being bullied and deeply unhappy but I never wanted to acknowledge. TMS took the decision out of my hands!
So basically it's a rich time in my life, that some parts of me find very threatening. It would be much safer to shut me down and keep me small. Impacting my sleep via GERD seems to be the current TMS strategy.
It feels so good to share this! Thank you for reading.
If anyone has any GERD TMS tips or strategies for managing anxiety at night when symptoms wake you up I would love to hear them.
Wishing you all well in your recovery
G x
PS I will be off line 13th-27th September so may be delayed in responding
