Hi Everyone, I remember being very encouraged after my back pain diminished significantly. It went from being a 24/7 thing to just a mild end of the day thing. And it still is. So why the bad times? I became frustrated that the end of the day pain wouldn't go away. I play piano and can't really do that when my back pain goes to to about an 8 and I can only concentrate on the pain. So I was frustrated, but still releived. I had my wisdom teeth out over a year ago, and about a year after my recovery. The doctor gave me some nice pills that not only took away all my pain, but made me feel better than I'd ever felt in my whole life. It was like I was the real me, no pain, anxiety, inhibitions, cheerful, brave. As these began to run out I did use them sparingly. While going through my grandmother's cabinet, boom, another month's supply! Anyway, I eventually was referred to a pain treatment center which gave me a good supply, 60 5mgs a month. Last visit I asked her to up date dosage to 10 mgs and I went through them in under a week. Now i have nothing and I feel horrible. I'm anxious and depressed pretty bad, and the fact I lost my job last week has not helped things. I don't know what to ask you guys for except for prayers and words of encouragement.